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Fall in the Air
Sep. 11th, 2006 12:44 pmI don't have anything profound to say about today, as an anniversary, as a representation, as a part of our collective conciousness. Everyone has a personal reaction both to the events and to the fallout, and really, what we do with those reaction is going to more and more apparent as time goes on. Personally, I'm not ready to look at it as a narrative - a movie, a documentary, a book. I'm not ready for the experience to be streamlined, and that's about all I have to say.
Danced at a wedding last night, which went well. Apparently there were industry people there, but I tried very hard not to notice, largely because I'm feeling far from thrilled with my body these days and the idea of having people I watch on television seeing me looking like I do right now does NOT fill me with glee. It's that reflective gaze thing. I'm not all that thrilled with random strangers seeing me looking like I do, but I don't have to look at them either, so that makes it okay.
Going away on Wednesday for my mixed blessing vacation. Yeah Mexico. I still don't know whether or not to take the laptop. I wonder if I really will write while I'm there, or if it will just be a pain in the ass that I have to lug around and keep track of.
I did watch some TV. Yeah TV. Including the first SGA in ages that I didn't sleep through - although that was in part due to watching it at the extremely SGA friendly house of![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
iamsab and wearemany et al (who, despite organizing the viewing party, did not actually watch SGA. Which made me grin madly:) Watching it amongs devotees is so, so the way to go, and I enjoyed it thoroughly and have nothing profound to say.
About SG-1, though, ( Spoilers and irrational squee )
Danced at a wedding last night, which went well. Apparently there were industry people there, but I tried very hard not to notice, largely because I'm feeling far from thrilled with my body these days and the idea of having people I watch on television seeing me looking like I do right now does NOT fill me with glee. It's that reflective gaze thing. I'm not all that thrilled with random strangers seeing me looking like I do, but I don't have to look at them either, so that makes it okay.
Going away on Wednesday for my mixed blessing vacation. Yeah Mexico. I still don't know whether or not to take the laptop. I wonder if I really will write while I'm there, or if it will just be a pain in the ass that I have to lug around and keep track of.
I did watch some TV. Yeah TV. Including the first SGA in ages that I didn't sleep through - although that was in part due to watching it at the extremely SGA friendly house of
iamsab and wearemany et al (who, despite organizing the viewing party, did not actually watch SGA. Which made me grin madly:) Watching it amongs devotees is so, so the way to go, and I enjoyed it thoroughly and have nothing profound to say.About SG-1, though, ( Spoilers and irrational squee )
