Your experiences are fairly similar to mine. I wound up losing my virginity because I'd said no and not had it respected so many times I just gave up saying it; I didn't have any fight left in me. The absence of a "no" isn't a "yes".
I'm below it, struggling to get back. And thank you for reminding me of that. Thank you for making me say these things outloud.
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Date: 2008-04-24 02:59 am (UTC)I'm below it, struggling to get back. And thank you for reminding me of that. Thank you for making me say these things outloud.
And thank you for this.