There's so much to say, things I loved, things I hated and so much in between and it's all tied up with all the unrelated things and I don't know where to begin so I just been letting it all spin around in my head.
In the end, when it all spins down into something I can hold in my hand (if not describe), I loved it.

Yes, yes, absolutely. And thank you. I agree whole heartedly. There are so many things looped together with my reactions, and what I'm left with isn't sorrow or anger but love and adoration, along with many hysterical repressed (ok, not so repressed) snorting noises:)
BTW - May I kidnap you and force you to make icons for me?:)